Mind Memorandum

If you believe in any sort of higher power, spirituality, force of life, or predetermined destiny-lined path; hear this.  Everything will change.  Constants sway, shift, rock, fall, climb, and soar across our endless uncharted skies.

Change is undeniably, entirely, and unbelievably necessary; refreshing and healing.  Flow with it, feel it, expect it, embrace it and live for it.  Learn from it.  Everyday.

{to be continued}

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Between the Streets and the Stars

Woke up.  Meditated.  Discovered so many feelings stuck in the pit of me; working to carry it all to my surface.

All relationships, no matter the type, travel throughout peaks and valleys.  I find that I discover so much more about myself in my current relationship, then I ever did in the dark depths of my past trek throughout singledom.

My actions, words, and reactions slip from love to judgement much too often.  I am working on grounding my emotions and harnessing my fear so that I can exude more light and less darkness.  This doesn’t mean that I am not honoring the bad things that I feel, but that I am striving to balance and understand both extremes.

I am allowed to be me and I cannot pretend to be anything I am not.  Too often, there are things that come out of me that I am not at all proud of.  But I collect those moments, feel them, let them pass, and hope they dissipate slowly so that next time I can choose a softer path.

Point being, I woke up and remembered and cherished the fact that I am deeply and madly in love with my partner.  I am incredibly fucking lucky and I will not forget that.

Sometimes it can be difficult to let go of the engrained idea of constant independency.  But I am learning how to be myself in all new ways and it feels safe and warm.

Appreciate something today. Trust me. It feels incredible.

~Jamie

If You Can’t Tell Your Friends About Me, Don’t Even Bother

To basically ever man in my life,

If you have a girlfriend, wife, fling on the side.  If you are f@cking random people, one night stands or hookers.  If you plan to cheat on your previously mentioned wife or girlfriend, stay the eff away from me. 

I’m 33 years old and I know what I want. And what I want is my own thing. My own relationship. My own future. None of that includes someone else’s someone else. 

I am not Option 2. 

I am not Plan B. 

I am not your fallback. 

I am NOT to be taken advantage of. 

I am an extraordinary incredible, caring, giving, nurturing, understanding and free soul. 

Take it or leave it. 

But I come first. Always. Don’t ever forget that.